Screw or get screwed

So, it kinda never happen to me –believe it or not- that i have a date with a *hot* guy.

Well, some friend says he’s not that hot, but, u know, we all have different mouths. For tastes, of course…

The fact is that I already have something to do tonight…something like the weekly rpg session with my friends…and, well, I don’t wanna screw it up to get...well, screwed xDD

And yes, this hottie told me he’d come here again…cause he doesn’t live here around, he lives close to Milan, but he’s a flight attendant, so u know, he flights all over italy. And u know you can never trust a flight attendant. Never. Lol…

This is exactly one of those times when I’d love to possess the ubiquitus gift... it’s almost 20 years I’m working on it and still I donno how to do lol…

And, moreover, I can’t share those feelings of doubt with him, cause I’ll surely scare the hell out of him, and he wouldn’t never meet me again… I’m so fucked up. And not in the way I’d like!

Screw or get screwed?

So, it kinda never happen to me –believe it or not- that i have a date with a *hot* guy.

Well, some friend says he’s not that hot, but, u know, we all have different mouths. For tastes, of course…

The fact is that I already have something to do tonight…something like the weekly rpg session with my friends…and, well, I don’t wanna screw it up to get...well, screwed xDD

And yes, this hottie told me he’d come here again…cause he doesn’t live here around, he lives close to Milan, but he’s a flight attendant, so u know, he flights all over italy. And u know you can never trust a flight attendant. Never. Lol…

This is exactly one of those times when I’d love to possess the ubiquitus gift... it’s almost 20 years I’m working on it and still I donno how to do lol…

And, moreover, I can’t share those feelings of doubt with him, cause I’ll surely scare the hell out of him, and he wouldn’t never meet me again… I’m so fucked up. And not in the way I’d like!

There are things thant never change

There are things that never change. Things that are like rocks in our lives, things we hold on to when the rest of our world seems to crumble down. On the other hand, there are things that actually change.

Last Sunday night, I experienced that some things hadn’t changed. Infact, I went out to dinner with my ex classmates from high schools.

While I was walking down to them, I was recalling how it was to see them after a year. It was a year that I hadn’t seen them, as it was a year last time. And they look always the same to me.

Well, I guess that it feels the same to meet them too, cause just as last year, I felt distant and alienated from them. They’re living a complete different life situation, cause they’re studying in padova, and they see each other every day, and they share experiences..i don’t. I’m not in their lives, but a day in a year.

Don’t get me wrong, I like to hang out with them. It seems like I’m in highschools again. But, I’m not. We’re not, we’re supposed to be grown, to think and act like adults. And they do. Kinda.

There are people with whom I’m most in confidence and I feel pretty comfortable with. And there are others with whom I feel intimidated, inferior almost.

Yep, there are things that never change.